Excited but anxious!

Hi All
Having a good day today. We are just hanging around inside because it is so hot outside. This blog thing is no where near as hard as I thought it was going to be.
I am trying not to eat everything that I can find. Have a strong feeling that I am not going to get to eat again but that is not true. I start my pre lapband surgery diet (Optifast) tomorrow. We do get to eat after the surgery just very small amounts. I have do the diet for six weeks. It helps to get all the fat out of your liver so that the recovery post op is a bit easier. It just goes to show that your mind has alot to do with what we end up doing. I think this is something that I am going to need help with after surgery.
Apart from all of that I am looking forward to the surgery and a new chapter in my life. Of course I couldn't do this without the help of my supportive family and friends, you all know who you are.
Will post as often as I can.
THANKYOU
Jacqui xox
Weight 153.6kg
BMI 50.6